why are good girlfriends so hard to find?

sometimes i want to shout in your face "grow the fuck up".

but i wouldn't waste my time.

nostalgia.

i miss when we first met. i miss when we were silly. i miss when it wasn't about looking "cool" and being part of that clique. i miss sitting in random houses smoking and drinking soco. i miss bitching on msn for hours. i miss meeting in glasgow for random afternoons. i miss shite gigs. i miss bonding. i miss when it was girlfriends first. i miss texting non stop. i miss long phone calls. i miss true pals and i miss actually feeling like i could trust you.

this week has been utterly disappointing.